Busy Mode

Quite busy recently with finally final's final exam. Haha i am soon a graduate. In mere weeks time i can proudly address myself as a graduate. No more UNDER graduate hahaha...

That is if my finally final's final (Woah, triple F, have a nice ring to it huh?) exam goes smoothly. I don't ask for miracle, but at least make it look tolerable when i go collect my result slips. At least no heart attack for me and my parents will not be wondering if sending me to tertiary education is worth it or not hahahahaha!


So far, I have sit for two papers already. But the really killer subjects are yet to come *cough* wednesday. Yeah wednesday is really killing me because i do not have enough time to do ample revision. Yeah well, i am a last minute study type of student due to my lazy bone in me. Furthermore, i can't seems to remember well if i studied earlier. The effort will almost be wasted anyway so why bother? hahahaha i know i am such an evil and lazy person ^^


Apart from exams and preparation for exams, many things happened. This few weeks has been an emotional turmoil for me and my family. I do not know how to express it now, but give me some time to collect my thoughts and I'll share with you all soon.


Right now my only wish is that i'll won't fare too badly for this final semester exam, and i shall be able to find a job with my result then I'm satisfied. I don't ask for more, just a stable job in this current economic uncertainty.


It is very saddening when my relatives all ask when I'm graduating and what type of job i'm applying for, then they further warn me in a good way that this year it is hard to find job as many companies are finding ways to lay off their workers. In fact, some companies currently frozen their intake of new employees due to the recession.



So it would seems that indeed im graduating at the wrong time. Wonder can i get a decent job? I will not set my expectation too high not to worry, just a stable job for me to at least get some experience rather than staying at home and do nothing (read: rot).




And no, I have not applied for any jobs yet, bummer!

Lack of concentration

I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES!!!!!

ARGHHHHHH

It's been two days im in this miserable state. Two full days i have wasted by doing nothing apart from sleeping, watching television and eat. All i do is stare at the notes, but nothing penetrates my thick skull to my tiny lil brain hidden behind. I am in such a sorry state that i think i'm really doomed this time.

I need discipline. I need concentration. I need motivation!

Exam will commence in TWO days time and i'm still wallowing here bout me not being able to study bla bla bla.... I'm such a hopeless! *smack on the head*



Anyone got any good idea about how to make me ABLE to study better????? i think i truly needs it. If there's such thing as "increase attention span pill" I'll gladly swallow it, I tell you.


Yes, I am desperate. I am so desperate that I'm freaking out now pulling all my hairs and the atmosphere around me is highly charged with negative ions.

GOD BLESS ME~

Japanese buffet

It's been like what, two weeks since i've been to Tenji with all my fabulous coursemates? Oooo what a lovely time we had there.

that's our table 121-123

Hahaha been lazy so now only i post it up...


Another reason that trigger me to post it up was because yesterday, my besties all went to the famous "restaurant for high class people" a.k.a JOGOYA for lunch!


How i wished i could join them but unfortunately, i have to study as my final's final is approaching (how boring can it be, right?). Approaching sounds too casual. Actually, my final's final is JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!!! Hah, that should give it more Oomph!


On the other hand, my dad don't print money nor does my backyard grow money tree...Sobs...sobs...Although they have the "Buy 1 Free 1" coupon, but still, it's expensive and i'm kinda broke now with never ending FYP printing and whatnot. I'll just have to be contented with eating three different japanese food for three different occasion in a month. I guess i'll just have to put my feet down and stop there...sigh!


Anyway, can't wait to hear from them of their lunch experience.



ARGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!


I need to stop of this obsession of japanese food!


Here's some of the photos i took back in Tenji.


this section holds all the raw food and mee (soba, udon, etc) not exactly my fav but the ambiance was great! The lighting just nice, not too dim and the decor also minimal but sophisticated. I like!

Here's the hot spot. You'll probably know why. Yeah, it's cuz of all those fresh oysters and sashimi.

the view from our sitting place.

and these are the people i went with. There's eight of us, two's missing from the picture though

Here's the best part, the F.O.O.D.I.E.S.~~~~

My first dish: sashimi, oysters and tofu.

Look at those oysters man! It was really big, bout 3/4 the size of my hand and it was really fresh, juicy and tasty! Add with a dash of tabasco and lime, it taste heavenly! And the sashimi was really good too! Very fresh!

My second dish: Sushi. Variety of sushi.

It was fantastic as well but sushi make me feel full hence leave little room for more great food.

Big juicy crab ordered by Kelvin. Unfortunately i did not sampled any. I don't want to dirty my hand hahahaha

me and Vic : almost like hosts to some food program huh?!

Papaya soup! This was a treasure that i manage to sampled some. It was fabulous i wish i could have more but my tummy can only hold that much sigh! (I tax from Rue&Tiff's hehe because i don't even know that Tenji had a soup section or something) I dunno where lerrr, never see also!



And dessert time! Haha, actually in between there's more but yours truly was too engrossed in eating that she forgot to stop and take some photos, Sorry people.


Let me see what i've missed out~~~ crab pudding? mussels? steam cod fish (which was way fantastic), abalones? tempura? lamb chop? carbonara fish? beef? prawns? Hmmm....... let's just proceed to dessert lar.

Mango cheesecake, Japanese cotton cheesecake & Apple cheesecake

Verdict: Yummy!




Grape mochi, egg tart & cupcake

Verdict: Everything was fine except cupcake which was a bit stale to my liking



Not forgetting, Grape Pudding!!!!



Hahahaha again, yours truly did not take any photos of tiramisu lar, Haagen-Dazs ice cream lar etc. Reason being? because she was too stuff that she can barely move her arms and rummaged through her bag for camera ^^

Unbelievable!

I'm quite pissed off now.

I can't believe this!

Why is there a double standard??? Isn't it you are supposed to treat everyone equally? Why aren't you being fair and just? Don't you ever learn ethics course before????


I cannot believe that i have to learn this through another person. Why can't you just tell me face to face? E-mail? SMS???? there are just so many methods of communication available and you failed to use even ONE?????


IF i did not approach you directly, are you just gonna act stupid and conveniently forget about it? Don't you know that you are making my life miserable????


The feeling of being left out is really horrible. It makes me feel im not worthy of your attention. I know you are super busy and stuff, but so do I. IF given the choice, I would not ask or beg for your attention. BUT i wasn't given a choice. Neither do you. In fact, You probably chose me for all i know.


Since we were both stucked in this unchangeable circumstances, why not make the best out of it? Just as the saying goes, when life gives you lemon, make lemonades!


Im willing to play my part (i have no choice anyway), so i humbly ask that you play yours as well.

LET US MAKE THIS WORKS OKAY?????

weird feeling

This is weird. I mean, i almost have nothing to do! Well, almost.


I have submitted my crappy individual assignment today. It was so crappy that even I rolled my eyes when i reread it today. In fact, i guess yesterday night i was too tired trying my best to crap that i missed out the conclusion part and some typo error which i only found out after i printed it.


Would have corrected it if not for my pendrive infected by virus in the printing shop earlier. That nasty virus corrupt all my files in the pendrive. Sigh, i think this is God's way of telling me not to change anything anymore. Fate. This is fate, so nothing much i can do there.


Oh ya, about my pendrive, there's nothing important in it actually. In fact just some copies of my work which i still have backups here and there, so no worries there.


Seriously, this feel weird, of not having anything to do. . . . . This feeling is so alien to me that i almost forgot how it feel to be free.......what a bliss~~~


Anyway, since my final's final is drawing near, i think perhaps i should hit the book. Soon. *dread*


I am kinda nervous now because everyone that i know of are talking about future employment in tis and tat company. Everyone has been sending out resumes except for me. My resume is not even complete yet sigh!


This rat race is killing me!!!!! What if i can't find a job upon graduation huh??? How then??? I scared lor.......

Finally...

Finally!!!!!


Finally my FYP is done!!! Finally its all over!!!! I have finally submitted my first draft~


Hahaha...eh don't look down on my first draft ok? it is still countable for marks and to me, this first draft is as good as final draft... Hopefully godmom will be satisfied with it and tell me, "You can now submit the final draft. No changes is needed,"


YAYYYYYY!!!!!! ok ok i know i'm dreaming....but i fervently hope so.... save me trouble....


You guys have no idea how much i have sacrificed for my FYP... I was so "engrossed" with it til i fall sick... I have been sick on and off for about two weeks now...on and off....on and off.....


But the funny thing is, i ONLY fall sick at night... that is to say, in the morning i wake up, my fever will be "gone". But when it comes to night when i'm preparing to sleep, my fever will automatically creep "back" make me fret in my sleep. weird right?


I did not went to the doctor because i don't know how to tell him. Because i know when he look at me (in the morning/afternoon) he won't be able to detect any trace of fever in me...He probably think i'm just there for the MC...and feign sick-.-"


So anyway, i just hope my whatever sickness will go away eventually...and make it fast too... i can't bear to be sick anymore.... I believe i've been sick for the whole year's quota....so from now on, my sickness quota for the year should have been fulfilled...so no more sickness for me right??? ^^



Back to FYP, right before i fall sick, i spent RM40 alone just for the printing....so expensive lor printing nowadays....my printer's adapter rosak liao so i was force to print outside...and obviously they charge me an arms and a leg lar.....so now im so broke...and i shudder to think about final draft printing cost, where binding alone would already cost RM24........brrrr



Then as if im not in a horrible situation already, my house telephone line choose to go dead now. So now i can't online at home...well until my line is fix anyway...


Just great...just as i thought i deserve some entertainment after my hard labour of FYP...darn...now i cant even online -.-"



As yours truly write this post in uni, her fever had just relaps the night before... and as she drive today, she realised ONE FACT that she has been pondering for quite some time. This time, she practically tested and proven it too...and the fact is;


SICK PEOPLE TENDS TO DRIVE FASTER BECAUSE THEY CAN'T FEEL THE SPEED AT ALL



it's funny, it's as though one's senses are numbed.....