Thick headed

I cannot understand why some people are so thick headed to a fault?


I mean, it's not like people never advice them or what, in fact constantly give advice and reminder lor. But still, why can't all those words make sense to thick headed people? Why can't they take people's advice? WHY????? It is for their own good ok?!!!


I'm trying my damnest not to give up on such people because I know, if I give up, then they are lost cause for sure. However, these type of people is really challenging. Is like, they are trying their damnest to kill me too!



Why can't they just accept their mistake, learn from mistake and move on? Instead, they make even worst mistakes if that's possible. Apparently after one costly "lesson" they have still not gain anything from it. This is how thick people's head can be. Thicker than a wall!




I wonder when only can they grow up and learn to be humble and patience? Why is it that there's so much "fire" in them? How only will they learn? Is it the only way for them to learn is though the hard way? Where they themselves have to suffer the impact from their own action directly?


God please help!!!! Please help to enlighten such thick headed people!!!!!!

I dont wanna grow up!

I detest growing up!


I detest having to making decisions in life!


I detest all the complicated issues revolving growing up!


I detest the pressure from society!


Most of all I detest being at crossroad!!!!!!!



I hate to make "the best" decision in life. Because I won't know what is "the best" option. The game of "what if" will constantly played in my mind. Having made decision A, I can't help but wonder, would Decision B be better?



I hate the fact that why when there's something I wanted badly is not reciprocating?? (at least now they still aren't, but finger cross!) Things that I half heartedly want/don't want are finding me???


How much longer should I play this sort of sick game? How much longer should i torture my poor sanity into thinking, should I wait? or should I just grab the first opportunity that's been thrown my way?


As if that's not bad enough, now I have to contemplate about the issue of chances! Chance...chance is like gambling. You'll never knew what would happen. That's why people say "take your chance"



Arrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!



The bottom line is, SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I???


WHAT SHOULD I DO??????

Retail Therapy

Wahhhhh don't I just love shopping????


Went shopping spree today with mom and bro....for a change, we opted for KL's most happening Golden Triangle Area.... and we barely managed to cover two shopping complexes hor...


Retail therapy really does wonders for a person lor... I was exceedingly happy with my loots. Can't believe what a bargain I had. I've managed to reached my set target almost effortlessly. Of course, if money is not a factor, my loots shall be even greater. Well, since I'm on a tight budget, I can only get what I can afford (read: affordable bordering on cheap stuffs).



Loves my loots today. It's exceedingly rare that I'll get that much loots in a day cuz according to my mom, I'm darn picky. However, today everything seems beautiful and pleasing to the eyes that I managed to grab them without much hassle^^ Oh FYI, I got me self 2 shirts & 1 black skirts, oh and also 2 pairs of shoes *bling bling*


Only a small hitch. I've laid my eyes on a beautiful pair of court shoes that's absolutely gorgeous on me, but they don't have my size. WTH????!!!!!! Pik Chik betul!!!!!!!! I'm so sad... I've finally found a perfect pair of shoe for me but they don't have it in my size! All also my big feet fault huh!!


I'm someone who always have a hard time finding shoes de lor. My mom always says that I can walk every shopping complexes for a whole year but can't get myself a pair of shoes. It sounds dramatic at first to me, but when I think bout it, yeah it kinda holds the truth in it lor. So my mom secretly fears going shoes shopping with me, I know;p



So since I can't get me self the perfect pair of shoes, I did the next best thing.


I bought me self TWO other pair of shoes to compensate on my heart ache. Revenge is sweet isn't? *wink wink*

Korean Wind

Finally I have a free weekend all to myself. No special plans, no strenuous activities no nothing. Just a plain simple weekend for relaxation and do nothing.



Finally, the busy month of August is over and now, the calm and peaceful September is here. Time really race past us fast. Very fast. And we can't seem to grasp it in our finger, no matter how hard we tried. Time moves so fast that it started to scare me.



Oh well, what to do? my obligation to the society and my family is not done yet. I have quit my job in the learning centre so now I'm in the midst of looking for other job opportunities. Only, I've been too lazy to move my bums. So now I'm not only jobless, I'm penniless too.



Job = Money. and I need both of it desperately. Sigh, this is the cruel side of society.



On the contrary, now I'm hooked on watching drama. Specifically, now it's blowing Korean wind. I have manged to distance myself from movies and dramas for such a long time (I think throughout the period of my uni life) and now it's back again. All this happens because I stumbled upon a particular Korean Drama (quite old de) in YouTube and I've been cooking this drama over YouTube for the past few days.



Now, I've gone to the next level. I start researching for more Korean dramas that suit my taste and I'll try to DL it instead. Watching over YouTube is quite annoying sometimes because it cuts at every 10th minutes.



Anyone got any sites to DL dramas/movies? Please do share with me as I don't use BIt Torrent hence Torrent files are of no use to me.