Is it just me?

Lately, I'm quite a bad company, I would say. My temper isn't exactly summer breeze, more like volcanic, I'll admit. Somehow, a small little things pisses me off. Everything is just not right.

Is it me? Is it just my problem?


Seriously, at this moment, I really don't know.

I don't want to be in bad mood too, but the slightest things seems to ignite my fire within. There's more than one scenario when I wished to chopped that person's head off. Damn that would be so satisfying! The thought, I mean.

Tell me how would you feel? if you were me...

Recently, I have dumped nearly a month of my salary into buying something beneficial which will secure my life better (or so they claimed) i was practically forced into it anyway but that's beside the point. The point is, I have told somebody about it exactly a month earlier.

In fact I have send a copy of my policy to the person in hope he will help me go through it as well. But that person probably didn't get it or something. Nevermind. But what pisses me off is, after I have signed my policy, after I have paid for my premium, this person come up and say, "hey, I think your policy no good la, cheat your money only." Not exactly in those words, but I figure the meaning is close.

This person proceed by telling me how this person has shown my policy to another agent and how that agent find so many loopholes and problems etc etc etc. Thing is, first don't you think this person should have done it earlier and tell me all this BEFORE i confirmed the policy by signing it?

Hello? Is there any use by telling me now? I have already paid the money and there's no turning back. Then what's the point of telling me how that person's policy would be better bla bla bla?

"Oh, I just concerned bout you"

Don't you think this "concern" came too late? Do you think I want it now? A concern came too late was never needed in the first place. Because I feel that you are such a hypocrite. And I detest hypocrites!


Ohhhh I'm damn pissed off!


Is it just me? If you were me, how would you feel?


Perhaps I'm bitter, I don't know.


But is it that hard to be sensitive to other people's feeling?


There's more scenario that pisses me off lately as well, but I just don't have the mood to blog it out. I'm not sure by blogging this out, am I doing the correct thing? But I really need a space to vent my anger and since this is my blog, I can technically write anything I want right?


p/s: not meant to offend/insult anyone but this is just two penny of my thought. No pun intended.