Friday, December 24, 2010

I had a dream

My goodness! I can't believe I dreamed what I dreamed yesterday night! This dream of mine is totally out of the blue and I have no idea why he suddenly appeared in my dream. Where on earth did this Mr X spurred out from????



We are like, so history. I haven't seen him for the pass 5 years I think. Despite we practically lives in the same city, however I don't think we have ever bump into each other before. Okay, maybe we did coincidently appear in the same vicinity once. And that once, I walked the opposite direction once I realised it's him. Don't think that he saw me though.



Haha seriously, I have no idea why I did what I did then. I think it's to avoid the weird atmosphere where once you make known that you saw each other, then you try to make small talks out of politeness/courtesy/whatever. I think it's weird.



Confirmed weird lor!!!



Well, I guessed 5 years ago we did not really part on good term. So maybe this explains why I think it would be weird if we were to meet again. But anyway, when it comes to exes, I admit I do tend to protrays weird behaviours all the time. Most of it I can't explained why I did it, but at the spur of the moment I will just do the weirdest thing. Like, runaway from a confrontation?



Does that count?



I guess I really don't know how to handle exes well. I admire those who can maintain healthy friendship with their exes. i never did with mine. I don't know if this is good or bad thing. I don't particularly wish to befriended my exes back, but at times, I can't help but to think, hey, should I?



Nope, I still don't have THE answer.



The only justifiable answer I can find is that I don't really have the fortunate/unfortunate to meet back my exes face to face in situation that we are complied to acknowledge each other. Maybe by then I will know if I can befriended them. Or not.



Okay, so maybe there is this particulat ex of mine that I have met before in the past after we broken up. Let's call him Mr T. He wishes to resume our friendship relationship but due to some reason which purported us to fell off, I can't seemed to get over it. Therefore, I reject his offer, coldly. Yeah I guess I still hate him. Hate what he did to me before and my classic line is "I forgive, but I don't forget"



Muahahahahaha........



Okay, somehow I just can't find it in my heart to befriend this loser. In fact, now that I think back, I can't believe why on earth would I "fall in love" with him in the first place. Blame it on my naivetee and youth. I was an idiot back then. I must be. Enuff said.



Eversince I had this dream of Mr X, I found myself thinking, what if one day out of pure coincidence we unavoidedly bump into each other? Or worst scenario still, we are to be colleague in the same company. Hahahaha this should be interesting.



I think my reaction would really be interesting. I wonder how would I react/behave? Would I be friendly and gay? Or would I freak out and distance myself??? Hahahaha given my tendency to do the stupidest things when it comes to exes, I have no idea LOL!!!



Yup, I guess that would be really, really interesting.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Wedding 2005

Currently, I am totally addicted to Korean dramas and movies and OSTs. Like, a huge Korean wave, I'm telling you! Super hooked!






I had just finished a drama "Wedding" recently and I'm so in love with it. It's a quite old drama, dated to 2005 actually. As it was released the same year as "My Girl", hence it was kinda underrated.


Honestly speaking, this was quite a nice drama. It dwelt on a more serious issue of marriage life. Instead of fairy-tale-happy-ending, this drama gives an in sight of how marriage works. It takes a lot to sustain a marriage.


"Wedding" is a drama that practically starts with a wedding between a couple (Jang Nara and Ryu Shi Won). Theirs is considered an arranged marriage hence "love" was not in the equation. At first. Haha this is afterall a love drama, so sooner or later love is thrown into the equation. It has to!


The drama unfolds with the groom - Seungwoo, still holding a torch for his "first/only love of his life" but entered a marriage with the hope to achieve happiness. The bride - Sena, has fallen head over heels for the groom and despite knowing that he does not share her feeling, proceed with the wedding. Her hope is to one day, make Seungwoo falls for her.


Apart from the wedding that binds them together, they are as diferent from each other as the sun and the moon. Sena is a bright girl coming from a wealthy family that has never faced any hardship before in her life. Seungwoo, a diplomat that comes from a humble family background whom intends to do everything - the right way.


They both tried to lead a happy life together but alas, life is not a bed of roses. This is a drama afterall. Both of them carries a dark secret that will bound to ruin their "happy life" together. Once the secrets are revealed, all hell breaks lose!


The question is: What do you think is the most important thing in a marriage?

Watch it and you might like it. Well I do. In fact, I think I liked Jang Nara more now. I think both Jang Nara and Ryu Shi Won had delivered well in this drama.



Ooohhh I especially loved the OST! I loved Sena's parents too! They are just so cute together. Truly the epithome of great marriage.


Disclaimer: All photos are taken from Google and not by any means belonged to me.